Anna was more into this than Matt, yet Matt had decided that she was either too young or too careless to notice the stuff that needed to be noticed. He was good at people watching, had been doing a lot of it since he lost both his jobs, sometimes felt like he could read their minds – he’d hear an anxious wife think to herself as she strode past, ‘Better get home and put the dinner on for Lard-Ass’, or a man in a suit would say to himself, ‘Who does that prick on the bench think he’s looking at?’ Once, a homeless lady had even looked at him directly as she wheeled her trolley through the park and said ‘Hi Matt’ without moving her lips. It was bullshit, he knew that, just another ‘delusion’ – but he could read people on a more basic level, could get a sense of their inner natures simply by observing. Anna was too much of a tornado to take the time to observe; this was her mission and she was determined to unravel the whole thing in that bar, like the answers were going to fall into her lap in the shape of a coded document.
That was probably why she didn’t clock the table at the back and Matt did. The men seated around it were half-obscured by shadows, laying down a game of Dominoes – but they weren’t Dominoes-playing kind of guys; the casual game was a farce, belied by their tailored suits, restless eyes and the constant fingering of inside jacket pockets, the way some men absently touch their crotch when watching TV: checking that their [Godcocks] dicks haven’t dropped off. Matt dropped his head so he could focus on them without being noticed, but Anna suddenly jerked him forward by the arm, dragging him towards an older guy sitting at the bar.
“He’s not one, Anna,” Matt hissed, but she took no notice. The man on the bar stool, with his crow lines and paint-spattered sleeves, appeared too interesting to Matt to be mixed in with the faceless corporate plots that Anna had spoken of out in the alley.
Both the artist – if that’s even what he was – and the journalist they met treated Matt like Anna’s sidekick. Matt wasn’t sure how he felt about that; he was accustomed to people assuming he was too young to frequent bars, but he figured Anna was around fifteen, and however scrawny or baby-faced he might be, couldn’t see how someone would mistake him as being the same age as a school-kid. And yet to pipe up with ‘I’m twenty-six’ would likely have caused Anna and the men to glance at him in that pitying, bemused way reserved for the immature and socially inadequate. The situation made him awkward, and he downed the whisky proffered by the artist’s paint-streaked hand quicker than he normally would have.
“Anna,” Matt said as they sat down, “what do you expect to find in here?”
“Someone who can indicate the next step I need to take in. Someone with answers, or a clue at least.”
“We’re in a dive. The next step anyone here will be taking will be towards something greasy, followed by the toilet bowl. Except for maybe those -”
“Shut up, someone’s coming.”
They ended up walking out just as the atmosphere became too claustrophobic for Matt to take; the entire place seemed to be drawing tighter and tighter around them, like a blanket in the competent hands of a stern psychiatric nurse. It wasn’t exactly hate that was oozing from the pores of every single patron in there, but nor was it as harmless a thing as mild curiosity – and its creeping danger was acrid enough to corrode holes in Matt’s courage.
They kept up their fast-paced walk, almost a trot, until they rounded a corner. The journalist came panting after them a few moments later.
“My name’s Trent,” he gasped out, “and I think we left just in time.”
“What about the painter-guy?” asked Matt. “Is he still in there?”
“Let me see those credentials now,” Anna demanded.
Trent showed them to her and she nodded, apparently satisfied. Turning to Matt he said, “Bruford? Oh, you don’t need to worry about Bruford – he’s cracked, nobody will touch him.”
“Cracked?” Matt echoed.
“Yeah, you know, Loony Tunes. Well, not crazy exactly, but weird. You ever been to one of his exhibitions? I don’t get any of his shit, it’s all playing around with mathematics and wormholes or some shit like that.”
“Maybe Eschaton’s influence has seeped into him,” Anna suggested.
“Kid, you can’t excuse every weirdo around with the theory of Eschaton rubbing off on them.”
“Look, what is it that you know about Eschaton? You share your information and we’ll share ours.”
Trent chuckled . “Nice try kid, but you already gave yourself away. I know you don’t have any answers. You came to ME and asked ME what the story was!”
Anna was clearly irritated by the journalist’s laughter. “This is serious! We don’t have time to go back and forth over who knows what. You need us, and we need answers!”
Matt settled back into the comfort of his head while Anna persisted with her line of bartering. “Did anyone else notice the table at the back? Too dark…they couldn’t see the spots. All lies.”
He realised he’d spoken aloud when the other two stared at him in confused silence.
“Oh great,” Anna said, rolling her eyes. “My back-up consists of Drinky McPisshead here – and Rain Man.”
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